:: 天灰 vs 晴天 ::
如果你不再出现 我的世界 还有什麼可贵
可惜不够时间 让我们试验 什麼叫永远
想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最後属於谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现 我会不会 觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间 总要把诺言 一点点摧毁
想念变成怀念 心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切 你最後属於谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭
"我的天空今天有点灰" It seems to be what I have been singing for the past few days. Ever since the stressful busy week and idiot ramaging around, plus a totally terok driving lesson on saturday... (Even uncle asked me, "What's on your mind? CNY coming ah?") ^^"
The feel of not doing a good job sucks. Its the same feeling when Allen will come over, placed his arms around you and said, "Not very good ah." He almost makes me lost my apeptite after his huggy talk. However, now I'm having a binge on my food instead. Feel like eating a lot of things. Brunch at 1pm, hungry at 2pm. Eat cup noodles at 5pm, dinner at 7pm.
Worse I didnt have the mood to shop. Although sampling of so many CNY goodies in TPY, its still the same. Even mum got irritated by my moodless, mindless shopping. Plus my face is having red patches of dryness. Sigh yo. Simply no mood. Perhaps its because I've spent another $150 for the facial products and Lauren Style eu de perfum. I'm still lacking a pair of shoes and some extra tops for in case of CNY Day 4, 5, 6... etc. Sigh yo, why must there be so many days?!
Hopefully 晴天 will be here today for the meal today with Ah Tian & Co. today. As long as no idiots come to irritate. I need a break. A break to find back my mind to my empty brain.

