[ So? ]
I had never realised how cruel and heartless this word meant until I heard of this as an answer from a question seeking concern. I've used this so many times that I've lost count of the heartlessness sent. I myself have used this word as an answer to the similar question asked. I don't realised the impact until now. This called simi? *say it together* Kharma.
So deeply affected by this word that when I saw the answer-er, I think I stunned for split second. But still the real me took over and yes, the AP girl with the infamous bah gua incident, is back. Sorry but you don't expect me to react with a sunshine smile after the "so?".
Enough of that. I was chit chatting with my classmate and I realised we are quite alike. Similar family background thus problems. Alike in the sense, I felt like she's like the alterego of me. The insistent, own ideas, own logics, woman-bigger-than-man idea, straightforward me. But somehow, I think I'm able to look in the other aspects of the situation. She reminds me of me a few years ago or maybe me when my ego is boosted. I try to take a softer approach at things now. I tried. I try not to be aggressive, just be 'anything' about everything. Play dumbo and act blur.
But still, I can be heartless at some stuffs, still. Although I had no single idea what this song is singing, but I like the feel of it. "So?" You may ask. I will answer, "As I like it." It's the Dr Jerkyll and Mr Hyde, like ah ren said, in me acting again, perhaps. Or maybe it's just the real me.
