No idea.
No idea how to recite the thoughts running in my brain now.
It seems to be running at 120km/h at times, then suddenly it... stopped.
Then it starts running again.
I swear god is playing a game with me.
Playing a game to keep me in track.
Every time the brain stopped running, peace felt, a happy empty moment, something will happen miraculously to spike it.
Every time.
Trust me it had happened 3 times.
Each time ended satisfied but now...
突然间我很讨厌你，讨厌这一切。
Why must disturb still water, idiot.
To two lazy toots,
眺めているだけじや 君の物にはならない.
